What I Can Write but Not Speak!

I would be lying if I said "it is what it is". If you only knew how much my heart longed for you. How much I want for us to be so secure and undeniable. Unbreakable. I dunno what happened or where did we go wrong.  No matter what happens I'll always remember being addicted to loving you and how I overdosed on your companionship. I won't pretend like I'm ready to be moving on. I won't act like I never wanted to make it work. As crazy in love as we were I'll be a lot crazier without you. I still believe that we were meant to be together but what else can I do. Pull off the impossible. Make you see things you've never seen before. Be the best thing you never had. I can't though! But I can't act like you were just a bad habit. Got me feeling super bipolar right now.

Don't walk away from me. Don't turn your back on us. Don't say this this is too much right now. Don't say you're not ready and I'm pressuring you. Don't make me feel like I've been nuts all this times believing in lies that were told. Don't make me hate you. Don't be one of the ones who let me go becuz they weren't smart enough to grow up. Don't think I'm being selfish or unreasonable. Don't be a statistic. Don't make me cry or break my heart. Don't be foolish. Don't let us be wrong. Don't let this be just a fling that lasted too long. Don't let us be a mistake. Don't forget how to love me and trust me! Don't forget the great feeling you get while you're with me. Just Don't! Don't do anything regretful. 

I promise If you do right this time. Tell me what it really is.. I promise that I'll let up. I promise to do whatever it takes to make this happen and keep us happy. I promise to do whats best for us. I promise not to be selfish or stubborn. I promise I won't hold back or be afraid of loving you completely. I promise to continue to give you 200% of me.I promise to be that dream that you haven't had yet. I promise to love you like nobody ever will. I promise to do it all for you. I promise you! I promise to be the best thing that ever happened to you.