As The Tears Start to Fall

I can't stop crying. But crying in front of her is a no no! I refuse to let her see another tear come from these eyes because of a man. Her dad showed her enough of that.

Why is it though? He's a great person. But he's a man. They make us ladies shed these shameful passionate tears.
As the tears start to fall I'm wondering if I'm making a mistake
I wonder if I'm not being honest
I wonder if there is another way

As the tears start to fall I'm thinking how can I erase this madness
How can I start all over
How can I act like this never happened

As the tears start to fall I just wanna run to him and say but I love u
then say I don't know how to be without u
and say I didn't mean all those truths

As the tears start to fall I know this is the end
I know that life is changing when I don't want it to
I know that going back means playing pretend

As the tears start to fall I just wipe my eyes and hope that will be my last cry.