To Say Goodbye!

I've been trying to hold on to something that I know I can't find the positive in. If you have to be miserable just so the next person can be happy then its not worth it. I admit, if I wasn't a mother then I really wouldn't care about what goes on outside of our life together but I am so I do. Its important to know what lies ahead for my future. My future is her future and thats whats most depressing about the situation. I don't want to say good bye!